January 2010
its 9:40pm
And im still sitting at Marina’s house waiting for the boys to call us. Then her parents were saying we had to be home at 12:30. Wtf?
December 2009
I just found out
That my cat died this morning. My gma just picked me up from work and told me. My mom found him laying by my trampoline in the backyard. She said he just passed away and wasn’t attacked by any other animal, which im glad of. I’ll post pictures of him tomorrow. I loved him, but he ate something and become deaf, partially blind, and annoying. I’ll miss petting him, the rare times I...
more hilarious-ness
Ricky: Your a lose cause so glad I don't know who you are. I can finally leave ou behind.
Me: You really need to start going back to school aha cuz im a lost* cause not lose.
: not to mention "your" is 'you're' and the punctuation is all wrong. But yeah, Ricky has missed prob around 5 weeks total of school since we broke up in October and a lil while ago he told me he was going to drop out because he 'doesn't need school for his future career'. What a fucking idiot, no major company will hire u to be in film production without a degree, u'll prob fuck their equipment up haha. (I love being mean to people who have made me miserable, put me down, and crushed my heart, like Ricky)
Im glad he's my ex, he's retarded
Ricky: I hope my girlfriend fights you bitch, you've fucked me up and I don't care what happens to you.
Me: You hope your girlfriend fights me? Haha good luck with that. Bitch can't mess with me, I'll fucking murdah her. I got gats nigguh!
Hahahaaha I love messing with people who have fucked with my head. But for real, I prob have around 7 guns in my house. I may be little but I got bullets to back me up.
I finally have plans for New Years' Eve
My pal from yearbook class, Marina has been asking me to chill a couple times over break, but usually im working. But today she texted me asking to have a movie night at her house and i could finally go :] and She invited me to go to three parties with her tomorrow night. yayy! And this boy invited her to one of the parties and theyre ‘going together’. And this boy, just so happens to...
“i want to hold your hand, press my forehead against yours, fall into your...”
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My Perfect Boy
He would be able to play an instrument or sing. He would practice while I drew pictures all day. He would suprise me with stupid little things like a flower he picked, a teddy bear, a bracelet he made, or a mix cd. He would go shopping with me and we would make it fun and try on goofy clothes and take pictures in them. We would go to dinner by ourselves and our friends sometimes. He would at least...
I'm in Palm City
The city where he slumbers. But idgaf! Im with my mom searching for some granite store and I look flammin. Im better off without him. Ill find someone better for me too
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fuckk
I am seriously so dumb. I now understand why most guys think girls are stupid. I called him twice. The outcome: just got to hear about his new girlfriend. ughhh! im so frustrated. i love him but hate him more. i want him to be as miserable as me. i dont want him to have any friends like me or to be able to find someone else, which he already has :[ i wish my fate on him, probably the worst thing...
Libra ~ Get inspired and passionate today. You’ve...
i def am missing out by not being myself. goddd i miss how i used to be, back when i was pure, innocent, and didnt care what anyone thought.
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I wish I never
Fell in love before. If I didn’t know what it felt like, I would be completely fine and confident right now. I wouldn’t hurt or be such an emotionally-reckless bitch. I miss being young and naive.
Take me back, take me back!
I am
FREAKING OUT right now!!!!! so much negative energy is running through my body right now, it’s almost unbearable. i hate him so much! i honestly hate him. I want to throw myself through a window oh my god!!!!!!
ricky called me....
briface:
madtrash:
Now I can’t eat my chicken pot pie I just made or focus on the television. I just want to curl up and sleep forever.
cheer up, it’ll get better i promise <333
it’ll get better when i move up to Orlando :]
he
has a new girlfriend. they already fucked at his friend’s house. they started going out the day after Christmas. they drive around and get drunk. she came to his house on christmas morning and…..
… that’s when i hung up on him.
i can’t deal with this kid. On Christmas day, he tells me to “stay out of his life,” so I’m trying to. then last night he...
in my bed, thinking....
I really need to start talking to people, like strangers who seem like they could be potential friends. I need more friends so I have things to do. I need new good people in my life. I need to move forward. I want to be less shy and take more chances. Im so quiet, people prob think im stuck up :/ I want people to enjoy my company and to invite me places.
I also want to learn how to play piano....
ricky called me....
Now I can’t eat my chicken pot pie I just made or focus on the television. I just want to curl up and sleep forever.
withcrossedfingers:
go for long walks, indugle in hot baths, question your assumptions, be kind to yourself, live for the moment, loosen up, scream, curse the world, count your blessings, just let go, just be.
You can only type one word
zoeyshain:
hannuhlouise:
headsicknotthick:
1. Where is your cell phone? hand.
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? single.
3. Your hair? up.
4. Work? subway.
5. Your father? control-freak.
6.Your favorite thing? happiness.
7. Your dream last night? cheerleading.
8.Your favorite drink? tea.
9. Your dream car? vintage.
10. The room you’re in? work.
11. Your pet? retarded.
12. Your...
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Watchmade this for him probably over the summer or something
WatchRecapping 09 with a few videos i have. this is me at my bff Deidre’s house haha
WatchBejewled my sidekick and even used smaller black crystal to make the B and R. too bad i have the sk lx now, its a good thing cuz we broke up anyway :[
WatchI got really bored so i made up a dancey to Sparkle Pop that i downloaded off of fredflare.com like years ago
i just realized how old this was. def before march because thats when i dyed my hair brown…. wowwwza!
